manda told...

manda told me to update, so i did. i have nothing i want to share... i probably should since im making myself sick holding it all in, but im not in the mood to talk to people about stuff. im really bored and almost wish i had school just for something to do. and i know that in letting go im learning how to livenothings stopping you so please release mei cant make you love me if you dontI know that I'll never be aloneyou will never let me gohold my hand while I'm sinking in the sandno one else could understandI'm at the end of myselftake anything you wantand nothing seems to satisfy methis time what I want is youthere is no one elsewho can take your placedon't let me stay here aloneyou better believe that I have tried to beat this and I have felt the sameas you I've felt the sameI am hanging on every word you say andeven if you don't want to speak tonightthat's alright, alright with mecause I want nothing more thanto sit outside Heaven's doorand listen to you breathingi just want to be here now